Re-reading my last post this morning makes me feel a bit silly. I must sound totally crazy!
I don't want to shut down my blog. The whole point of it was to meet new people and let others share their thoughts on my life and my writing. If I put a password on it, then it forces me to decide who I like and who reads my blog. In doing that, I might not allow someone in who I might otherwise genuinely enjoy knowing.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I have my own prejudices and preconceptions about people. If I choose who reads my blog, then I will continue to surround myself with the same thoughts and the same opinions as the ones I have deemed similar to my own (and therefore supposedly interesting and acceptable).
In that, how will I expose myself to new ideas?
Except for one random post from a man who runs a lovely blog about scary topic for me, I have been thrilled with meeting every single person who has posted a comment here. Meeting new people makes me feel alive and I would hate to limit the possibilities of this blogging adventure by putting a password on it.
Am I making any sense? I'm not feeling too eloquent this morning.
Kaycie had a nice suggestion. I think I might put any posts containing photos of Csilla into 'draft' mode and then post them again later (or not) when I've decided how I feel (or at least get some sleep).
[Edit - I've decided to pull a few pictures down and edit some others. I think this will ease my mind.]
Sometimes it's hard to love someone as much as I love Csilla. Sigh.
Uh-oh. They just figured out Blue's Clues. Gotta run.